iskaviisheart

Time marches on and once again there is a new plan, an new friend, a new move. It's ASU and an apartment, not out of Arizona but it's a start. we'll be moving in on the 15th, and I start classes on the 20th. the Aunts will be rid of me, my father is being completely uncharacteristically supportive and I once again am seeing a light at the end of the tunnel. There is hope and a reason to dream. It's nice to have some of my naive faith in the world and life restored. I'm excited, and coming off of my depression that hits around my mother's birthday and lasting through the holidays that's a good thing. I'm starting to feel human again and have s

...Sometimes I wonder why I even bother to hold onto hope anymore...every time things are going well in my life something always has to come along and fuck it up. my father once asked why I'm always seem to be preparing for the proverbial other shoe to drop, it's because the other shoe always drops--always. I graduated high school with a nice scholarship, a great summer job lined up and a wonderful boyfriend. two months later my mother died, I had to forgo my job and a year later I had to leave said boyfriend behind so I could find a way to pull my life back together, new school, new town. Fast forward a year, my grades are good, I have good

Fake Friends Repost No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends' True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it. *re-posted for Manar-Darkwing*