Time marches on and once again there is a new plan, an new friend, a new move. It's ASU and an apartment, not out of Arizona but it's a start. we'll be moving in on the 15th, and I start classes on the 20th. the Aunts will be rid of me, my father is being completely uncharacteristically supportive and I once again am seeing a light at the end of the tunnel. There is hope and a reason to dream. It's nice to have some of my naive faith in the world and life restored. I'm excited, and coming off of my depression that hits around my mother's birthday and lasting through the holidays that's a good thing. I'm starting to feel human again and have something to look forward to. Yeah, I'm a bit nervous but on the whole I absolutely cannot wait.

wish me luck!